UNKNOWN

I've always been afraid of feeling the way that I do right now. But the feeling is real. And the more that I ignore it, the more that it gets deeper in my heart, and the more that the pain becomes stronger. Yet I cannot address it because I am afraid to say the wrong words, or worst of all , I am afraid to know the truth.

I am holding on something that I might lose. But I realized that I cannot continue holding on and lose myself. But coward as a I am, I'll just allow things as they are hoping that in due time, I can have the those dark clouds uncovered before me which might break or make my heart....